here...

cold hands, mind numb, dead heart, soul DEAD ..
once again loser in noise of silence
have completed most all
and you still miss once
madness and sanity;
hatred and love;
war and peace;
Do you just empty ...
betrayed!
hurts ..
The pain reminds me that I live ....
I want to fly .... to go AWAY ...
not cry ... I will not laugh
I'm just here